Jays Avenue

2008-04-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

I loving honours.... Its realy a very wonderful experience which involve 3 main components, namely study, lab work and teaching 1st year lab. except for studying, I'm really enjoying the hectic but interesting life.
Getting really involved in research, loving the way chemistry goes, but also i'm lucky to have reactions working which is a very important source of interest building factor in research. There are alot of time where experiments do fail me, but with perseverance and most importantly, the help from wonderful people, I have manage to make things work till date.
As for the 1st year labs... I was extremely nervous, stressed about it. not being very knowledgeable but yet have to teach them is a very challenging task. But I really love it. I had bad times too with the kids but after time, you get to know them, be friends with them, try to understand what methods would be more efficient to teach them etc. Really happy to put in effort to create new ideas to bring across what I want to convey and having others to be impressed by the effort is really fulfilling. And you also get lots of amusing times during labs, the qns they ask, while marking their reports, the ans they give... I can finally understand how a lecturer/ parents would feel... sometimes you just dont know if you should laugh or cry...
Anyway, although this year is really hectic and painful, but it has its wonderful times too.. loving and hating it at the same time...

2008-04-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

In Love with Benzene....
Benzene is carcinogenic... BUT... its so pretty!!! when you cool it down to zero degree C, it solidifies and form bee hives like crystals!!! and when you vac it down (evaporate) and cools down at -78 degree C, it forms icicles!!! very very pretty... too bad no camera with me... its really awesome...

2008-04-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

Almost broke down again in lec.. spare me from phy chem... i really HATE it... but lucky Mark J is vvvvvvvvvv nice... he is just so awesome!!! after lec, he asked if me n karen understands, n obviously we dont and so he started explaining. He's really smart and really ables to explain very well... he and his gf are really a perfect match... Last fri, I met him on the way to lab demo and he asked how i was and i said i'm tired and he gave me a hug... it was really sweet... we're not very close friend, but he's really a wonderful person.. he then gave me tips for the lab demo and was great...
I had really quite a few encounter with awesome people, helping me through and guiding me along.. really v fortunate. even people whom i dont really talked to offered their help. when family is not around, these are people you need to make your life feels better...

2008-03-23T17:16:00.002+08:00

wonder if anyone still visit this page... =p
have been in my own world... pictures seems normal, life seems fun... but its just a mmt or two...
even before sch term starts, i already started my honors year.. I was really enjoying the lab work, getting in at 8 and dont mind staying till 10pm (so far the record) but when course work start, its really draining me... i study whenever i have the time, normally away from lab... skipping dinner once in awhile, hoping to finish more work and at the same time slim down... but guess its a wrong decision... i really became v lethargic, relying more on caffine but now even pure caffine seems to lose it effect on me... listen to xiao bai cai, started eating dinner again... hope things will be back on track... i'm also doing lab demo for 1st yr, it was stressful... but fun in a way... students like you, students hate u... haa thats just life... its only my first time, cut me some slack kids...
no longer going to the gym, picked up tennis recently. other then lesson on every wed, now having private training from hiroshi as well.. he's really good.. its really nice to see him play.. hope me and kelly can pick up soon...
anyway been really missing friends back home, watching the video you guys made... n ern n rus as well, first sem in anu, what a wonderful time we share... ivy n julia, last sem was crazy bitchy sem...
gosh.... i simply just miss life... books + me will never be equivalent to life...

2008-01-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

This summer was really an expected enjoyable valuable experience...
Taken up a summer research scholarship, doing research which acts as a bridging process mainly for us going to honours. Alot of new friends all around aust n NZ but mainly my fav hanging out group includes... Ruth, Lydia, Xiao mao,xiao bai cai, joo tou, ham bao n simon... it has really been of great fun, going for dinners, drinks, syd, steamboat etc... but almost everyone left... tmr morning after mao mao leave, it would really be so boring then... anyway in short, no regrets staying, its really a diff experience and doing lots more stuff than i usually do in canberra... gym, swim, piano, ran along lake, play pool, lots more... normal, but it just feels great... especially piano!!! really so happy about that... but ruth is gone... hope mao mao wont mind teaching me.. =p anyway... here are the peeps...

2007-12-15T07:41:00.000+08:00

yest was a relaxing and interesting day... not much work done...
started work at 10am, with 1hr talk earlier, set up one reaction and done some NMR and i was done for the day.. the chem department had christmas celebration yest arvo, had drinks, food etc... was really tired after that, went back and watch HK drama with Ruth and waited for Mark's call...
went to Iori with Ruth, Lydia, Mark, Joo, Andrew and yue wu.. they wanted to have some korean food but was packed and surprisingly, there's still seats in Iori =) had my fav crab club once again and waygu beef!!! its really v good!!! some of the guys started talking jap and wanted to know a girl there... doesnt this just sound so familiar? just reminded me of ern... haa then had some drinks in a pub and played some stupid games... and chatted with a guy a the bar... bump into him accidently then we started chatting abt the drinks etc... =p shld try volka red bull some day... anyway cos Joo smuggled some drinks from the christmas party back to his room, we decided to head back to Mark's room to play and drink...
yue wu was really funny during the walk back... he'll chase all the rabbits and till he really lost them... Joo being a monkey, trying to climb trees etc... it was really a wonderful night...

2007-12-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

MIA for some time...
Right after exams, I've started my Summer Research scholarship with Mick... Wasnt sure how things would be like staying in Burgmann, meeting new peeps and the research... Staying in Burg is crap, the undergrad is really quite bad esp the first few days, its just like an oven but got better recently as the weather was cooler... has been going to the gym with lydia bumping into mark, zu and andrew... seriously, the guys are always there... should really learn from them, exercise more frequently... went swimming with ivy as well at AIS!! its awesome! std oly size pools etc... play pool, shopping and also went syd for bridge climb!!! it was really scary at first, but when you're right at the top, its really wonderful, its really nice. also went for Canberra tour again... haa but a few new places that i haven been =p the war memorial is really not a bad place to go... Guess what, i played cricket as well!!! haa... not the actual game though, just practicing...
Made rum balls yest night with Ruth, not really sure of how rum ball taste like actually but from the comments from peeps esp Nick, we know it such be the right stuff... thought of lots of new ways to modify it, hope can made a series of diff rum balls... =p
anyway just came back from gym just now and pass by the common room and saw dave playing pool by himself and so decided to have a game with him... dont know why today i played so badly.... maybe wasnt concentrating on the game, busy looking at him... haa... he is cute!!! =p but everyone here are kids!!! gosh... feeling so old in the group... haa =p
a nice summer in Canberra.... surprisingly...

2007-11-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

there's this hot cute guy I've been seeing in the library....
First time meeting was us booking the study room after them... this long wavy mixed blond hair thus having magi mee nick for him.. and this gorgeous bronze tan... his tan really attracted me... the mmt u see him, u can picture him with one with a surf board... the typical beach boy... gosh... he is attractive... then almost everyday since then i saw him in the library... a few days from day till night... and this early morning... a totally different style... a long sleeves jumper with his blank framed glasses studying hard... gosh... i really cant describe how attractive that is... i just simply cant take my eyes off him... =p a nice reward for the crazy hrs of mugging... cheers... lol

2007-10-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

~距离~

于你的距离好像越来越遥远。。。
感觉就在眼前的你却好遥远。。。

人人常说出国是很好的体验，我不得不赞同，但就因此于你远离了。。。
这样到底值得吗？

你。。。没指定是你。。。
你。。。包含了许许多多的你。。。
留学这段期间，我失去了你，也把我于你的距离拉的好遥远。。。

WE have distanced.... in a way or another...

2007-10-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

Days n days mugging in library... never ever been so hard working... waking up at 8, prepare and have breakfast and head to library at abt 9... study till about 1230 and head back for lunch then back to library again till 5pm for dinner then rest an hr or so then back to library to abt 10+... gosh... but y am i not as confident as the previous sem... this sem is really just bad... lots of work but no results... tired... so drained....

2007-10-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

Not sure about you guys, but I've heard about plants do slp... But I've never encounter it personally and have nv bother to check it out.. until recently.. did something weird, nonsense, crazy, whatever... I've planted green bean just like back in primary school days, but this time round, in mud instead of cotton wool, and i realized that it grew much better! stronger, taller, nicer... if memory serve me right...
anyway, what i saw today was very interesting.. to me... i actually seen the plant "sleeping" check out the pictures...

*Wide awake*

*Sleeping*

observed the different? lol...
in conclusion --> Life in Canberra is indeed boring...

2007-10-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

Finally finished all the assignments by last fri... presentation for that day went really well. First time being so confident and well prepared. at least one thing that i'm satisfied for the whole sem.
This sat is the start of mugging.. timetable planned. hope can pass thr this sem.. praying hard...
anyway was eating biscuit just before i thought of writing this post... was thinking how hungry and pathetic we are.. had nothing but white rice and was thinking it really taste damn good... w/o any other veg or meat.. cause its really bad... but i cant consume the food in my room too fast.. got to last till my exams end... gosh.. really hungry...

2007-10-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I'm full of nerves now... the long await presentation is finally coming.. tomorrow first thing in the morning and now i'm already shivering... been practicing and i have the whole presentation in my head, but when ever i present it to my friends or whoever, i always forgot a term or word to used to describe what i want to say... gosh... too nervous... why isit to be fri? it should be earlier and we can get over and done with... with this hanging there, i cant concentrate on my upcoming exams... how can... so dead... worried....

2007-10-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

This post is just specially dedicated to my xiao tian tian Ivy!!! haa.. didnt intend to let give you my blog, cause i usually just talk crap in here with all my complains and unhappiness... but since you're going back to TW soon and will miss me lots haa, so i guess this is the only way to update u about yr dearest "gan ma ze yang" of her life here eh... haa

2007-10-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Lao po!!! my dear girl, hope u would still have a nice day even with stupid lec at night... sorry for the short conversation and y are we talking abt sch stuff.. haa sorry, got to study... catch up with u again soon!!! miss u lots... Happy birthday....

2007-10-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

extreme stress~~

next mon maths assi due, tue final report review due, fri final report due and test then following wk presentation then wk after, exams!!! gosh... *faint...

anyway aside those stress, i'm in extreme good mood today! receive a msg in friendster from my pri sch friend, TR!! gosh... first was geraldin then now andy!!! if i remember u? haa of cos man!!! what an interesting yrs we had back then... how can i forget abt u... lol damn was searching for them for yrs... finally... and thanks to benny who send us a list of almost all our pri sch friends' contacts... how cool is that!! even our pri school chinese teacher... cant wait to go back and meet them with everyone...

2007-10-04T10:21:00.001+08:00

if only there's someone with the same tempo... if only...
to pat on yr head, to give u a tight hug when u're just too tired to move on or even to stand... to give you a hand and pull u up and study with u... to work hard with you... but nothing is perfect...
its difficult to move on alone...
its difficult to stand alone...
its difficult to be alone...

2007-10-02T11:02:00.000+08:00

damn sucky... i really just hate this sem... and my mood just F* up whenever i have his class... u want to be so cocky, then show me that u're up to it... and not just eh ah... f* la... u dont know what u're saying then dont act u as if u're so great... shit la.. y are students always so busy... packed with loads of work to do... deadline to be met... sian...

i didnt just put bits and pieces in... i read... i learn... i do... f* it if i do it well.. but i tried... its not funny... it bloody hurts... it just crushes the confidence... you're of no help... shld i really continue under u?

Ginna!!! what to do... everytime i moody i think of u le... gan dong ma... haa yr nonsensical jokes or yr mature thoughts and logic... haa... but i dman bo eng to call u le.. or rather u also in ns, no time to entertain me... yr sis here need yr help la.. damn pms man...

2007-09-27T16:21:00.000+08:00

換換愛 ~~~
星星代替你說愛我
微風吹起是想念
照耀在身上的陽光溫暖
是因為你張開手在擁抱我 .....
too romantic not not to be recorded down...

不能說的秘密 ~~~
坦白說 ﹐ 起初在我猜測故事劇情時還覺得有些悶。。
沒什麼期待。。
但 ﹐ 在接近尾聲 ﹐ 故事的大轉變太精彩了!!!
我不得不佩服 Jay。。
作詞作曲 ﹐ 唱歌 ﹐ 自導自演 ﹐ 故事寫得好 ﹐ 琴彈得好。。。
噢!!! 他簡直是太棒了 !!!
太喜歡 Jay 了!!!

2007-09-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

Biology~~
I hated this particular module as it is suppose to be an Organic major but it feels as though i'm learning biology... not that i hate bio, but it just sucks to be in this module... anyway this is not the main point of this post... learn something interesting from this sucky module today...
Why are some animals, eg bird, their flesh are white while some others are red?
As there are two different system in our body that generates energy... 1: Glycolysis and 2: Respiration
Glycolysis is a fast process to generate energy and animals such as birds requires lots of energy for flying and that it got to be a fast process and this leads to the flesh being white... specifically why, i'm not very sure... and thus the other way for animals having red flesh... wooohoo... haa and humans is group under pink flesh and this is because human uses both as frequently!!! cool huh...

2007-09-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

wow.. impressed... suai ge is the assistant director and writer for the play.. cool eh.. it was really funny and really awesome... just simply like musical.. although they're not professionals, but its really worth watching.. and to my surprise, Adam sings well! v nice voice... Good work Brucies!!!

2007-09-22T09:38:00.000+08:00

*yawn**....
What a night, haven been clubbing for so long...
went clubbing with Kelly, Ivy, Julia, CK, Paula, Kelvin and some others that i dont remember their names... went Mooseheads, had bailey with milk which just = to milk, no choice, ivy n me went for 2nd, had a taquila shot... after an hr or 2, not sure, didnt check the time, we decided to change another place, but before that i had another drink again, sex on the beach which taste quite bland as well... wanted to head to acd, but dont know which idiot booked the whole place and the entrance is $45... crazy.... then we up in shooters... had shooters smooth pussy before we started dancing again... with ivy trying to get me drunk with her corona... haa... but surprisingly, yest wasnt drunk at all... =p
awww... now my throat sore.... and i'm tired, but still got to work on my report and tonight going for the Bruce Hall play... should be quite nice... League- the musical...

2007-09-15T12:18:00.000+08:00

Aww.... I'm so happy!!! not sure why this reaction, but finally found one of my pri sch good friend!!! geraldine!!! actually is she found me from friendster!!! anyway, was looking for her, but no news.. lost contact think since i was in sec school... wow.. the wonders of internet... *hiak hiak*

2007-09-14T19:09:00.000+08:00

It has been a struggle and finally I've made my decision today... Got the offer on tues i think and has been bothering me for wks since i apply it...
Dear friends in sg... I'll be staying in Oz for the summer... not going back.. I've accepted the offer for the research summer scholarship... and most prob will wait till next yr june then i'll be going back... sorry, cant join you guys for Christmas this yr... will miss u guys... *hugs*

2007-09-08T10:03:00.000+08:00

One wk of holiday has passed and nothing much was done. Got back from Gold Coast on tues, 5D4N. Wasnt as fantastic as what was expected. Stayed in GCI facing surfer's paradise,

Fist day was just strolling along the beach, had seafood for lunch and steak along Ashmore supposing to be one of the best steak in GC. Then 2nd day, went to Movieworld..

Not much exciting rides, but the thrilling and memorable ones would defiantly be Batwing and superman escape.. and i really like this.. vroom!!!

And of cause not forgetting the Police Academy show! They were great and the effects were really good. People falling from the roof, people being shot in a "canon" over the building etc.. how cool is that! real life in front of u. They also have the usual All Star parade from tweety, Bugs, Shrek, batman, catwoman etc etc...
Then the third day, we went to seaworld

No thrill rides that can compare to movie world (other than in dreamworld but didnt go there) but they have waterski show, of cause needless to say, they were great, they even had the pyramid formation at the end. Aww miss wakeboard.. then we also went for the dolphin show, its not the normal ones that we usually get to see but its really spectacular! they can ski on the dolphin, get thrown up etc.. its really great..
Forth day, we went to wet'n'wild, it just reminds me of the one we had in sg, of cause they had larger and more exciting ones but wasnt really that fantastic. But of cause, we still had our share of fun. especially the tornado, thats really one good one.
Last day of trip, another stroll along the beach, walk around the shops, but can u believe it, I never get anything at all there! not a single thing.. damn sian. wanted to get a soft toy, but it cost ~150!! we was like wth! so damn ex la.. but damn nice.. and a adidas jacket! wanted to buy.. but didnt.. hai.. now regretting.. but would definitely get it some day... black with gold.. how cool is that..

Anyway on thurs, went boathouse by the lake once again... with kelly, her bro, cousin and Julia.. I wanted to try new stuff that i didnt had the previous time and first up was fresh oysters with salmon roe.. Oooo can you imagine how good can that be.. *drool.. then the tomato soup with pork belly, complementary from the chef, this wasnt as good as the mushroom soup the previous time i had.. next up is the waygu beef!!! Oooo so good! so tender! love it! I practically finish every single bit of it, then finally the dessert, i had this apple crumble thing, god, its so crispy, the pastry is wonderful! a swt after taste that stays in yr mouth, but not too swt, perfect! really had a grreat meal! best place in Canberra.. (personally) haa

2007-08-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

Aww... this term break is a tough one.. lots of exams and assi after that.. dunno if its gd or bad... and of cos not forgetting my project.. =( anyway... thanks to Ivy, had a nice sweet lunch once again... curry rice!!! how nice of her.. =) everytime bring sweets or meals for me.. haa so xing fu... haa
hai.. should i take up the summer scholarship? Hao fan ah!!! what should i do? not much time left to decide...

2007-08-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

Aww!!! why did they change the format during my batch!!! shit.. i did 7yrs of pass yr paper and has been the same throughout... but why is mine different!!! so tough... damn it... pray hard...
ai yo.. next killing exam... i'm learning chem not bio!!! but this coming exam is stuff on bio!!! so sian.. shitty sem..

2007-08-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

ahh.. not fated to swim... Ivy jio to go swimming, but got stupid exam till 815pm.. how to go sia... darn.. hai... anyway was jus looking at some pics.. missing my babes... how are u girls? seems to dist away from all peeps in sg.. haven contacted anyone back home... =p miss u guys... few more moths to go to be back home once again... this to n fro is really tiring... when will i grad... feeling old already.. haha

2007-08-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

Open day... lousy lunch and as expected, pizza for a meal.. dinner... 3 crazy girls, the usual gang, we took 3 whole pizza back to our room.. lol.. one meat lover, supreme n one hawaiian of cos we didnt finish it all, but guess about 2 whole.. Ooo... so full so satisfied.. lucky we went there early.. now i know why we used to leave with a slice or none.. cause everyone took one whole pizza!!! haa

2007-08-23T16:47:00.001+08:00

Aww.. Feeling sooo good... First time ever in Canberra, went shopping spree alone... haa wanted to get some daily stuff and just a bag for gold coast... ans as i was waiting for Ivy to off work and walk back to sch together, i went shopping around.. got stuff from Forever New.. lol doesn't it reminds you of forever 21? lol.. then finally the bag from country road.. and some other random stuff.. Aww feeling bad.. spending quite abit this mth.. but feeling so gd.. been such a long time.. haa =p then when i was waiting for ivy, i saw rus.. wow, didnt see him since that dinner he brought just to when we first came back.. you got fatter? been cooking nice fd rite.. damn.. miss yr dumplings.. haa
anyway ivy was sooo sweet... she knew that my hostel food sucks a big time, she packed some food from her workplace for me for dinner.. awww thanks!!! then we met up with xiao gao then went back sch to do their assignment. wanted to go back and take and notes to study as well, but end up playing with ivy's Nintendo!!! damn.. so addictive la!!! so fun... and so... wasted my whole arvo... shit man.. having exams next wk.. suppose to study!!!! really should start mugging lo...
oh and... kelly... msg for u!!! i talk to that han zhong nan's sg frnz today.. yeaks! he really damn fake damn disgusting... kao the way he speaks... the way he slang... oh god..too over!!! *puke*

2007-08-22T21:16:00.001+08:00

最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说什么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定性是给你的却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底的分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭(不爱)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法再不再想他

希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹还能割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

2007-08-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

情绪化的我自私的我
好想对你说，我想你
不该把你推开
再想把你拉近
但我真的不舍
我真的不想

接受你的好，但这样就好
对你的回复，没别的暗号
难道这样真的不好

跟你一起的我很放肆
跟你一起的我没约束
喜欢这样的我不对吗

跟我一起的你很自傲
跟我一起的你不细心
讨厌这样的你不对吗

不想回到过去但也想从回过去

2007-08-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

Its been such a long time since i been to the gym.. so tiring.. cardio and some light weights... miss the gym classes back in sg... hopefully this time back during holi can sign up for some short term session... kelly, lets go again! haha
ah... exams coming next wk.. really gotta buck up... then can have tons of fun in gold coast!!! yippie!! cant wait.. 3 worlds here i come... hopefully can try para sailing as well.. soo cool... then followed by Narooma and NSW day trip... exciting holiday to look forward to..

2007-08-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

下雨了　站在玻璃门里头
并没有　总是挂念着我　带着伞来接我
夜晚了　只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚　太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去　雨伞和雨衣　不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后　来不及了
手写的留言对像已经不会是我

停雨了　不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候　还是不太想走
太晚了　只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣　不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后　来不及了
长长的简讯对像已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装　的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点　该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去　雨伞和雨衣　不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后　来不及了
对不起长大太慢　害你遗失了我
抱歉　让你白费了这么多

2007-08-12T13:38:00.000+08:00

what happened? until now i'm still thinking of it.. who can i turn to, to talk about this? I'm not sure how to even bring up the topic.. its a small matter that could have happen to alot of people, its nothing big, but not when its from her... its kind of weird and makes me think if i have done anything that i didnt realize. but what could it be? retribution? haaa... what crap.. shall just let things be.. shall just see what happen next... maybe afterall i'm just thinking too much...
so much work to be done! god... hope can i finish and exams in few wks n tons of assignments as usual...
*sad*

2007-08-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Thanks everyone for the greetings etc...
Yest met up with Felicity & big boss in the arvo n thanks to Winnie for the info to feli, she got me a box of excellent chocolates!! and the first thing that came to me is stace.. haa jie.. if i go mel, i sure get it for u.. its really nice.. and the funny thing is i got a hug from dr chai.. lol... just so weird.. and she wanted to sabo me with qns during her talk!! but lucky she didnt, but mention my name quite a few times.. then had dinner with paul at boat house by the lake!!! Omg!!! seriously... never can you imagine how good is the food... nothing to complain at all, right from the starter to desserts... sooo good... first up, bread with oliver oil, then complimentary soup from the chief (slightly salty but is excellent), then kangaroo serlion for appetizer then salmon for main and two great desserts!!! seriously, you sooo full but you just cant help but to continue eating... yummy!!!! its was so good.. you really got to go there if you get the chance to...

2007-08-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

Thanks Kelly, Julia, 天才 Ivy 与笨蛋小高 for the adv Birthday celebration. so sweet of them... 6 donuts = 1 birthday cake.. special eh... so nice too!!! yummy!!! and the perfume i like!!! ahh!!! thanks so so much... love you guys!!!
*good luck to my test tmr*

2007-08-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

An unexpected email from ken kor... Thanks for the concern. anyway i understand no point dwelling on it, but we often need some time to bitch about it before we can get over it rite.. =) anyway i'm fine now.. nothing much i can do.. Just to do well for the rest of it...
scorpion toxin... what do u think of it? doesnt interest me much reading thr tons n tons of different toxins... it doesnt stand out at all... till... how cool is it that it actually illuminates the cancer cells n thus of cos helping in surgery of cancer!!! Hit news of 2007!!! haa

PS: Thanks SL...

2007-08-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

Seriously... the most unlucky thing that ever happen... flight full came back late.. miss the 1st announcement... then most prob rushing from another class to that, miss the 2nd announcement once again... been asking for lecture recordings... nv put up... even till now.. if not i would hv done my revision... but no... still didnt realize anything till i set down... read the paper... TEST!!! god... it really hit me hard... still wondering if its examinable... almost wanted to hand in blank paper the very first time ever in my life... gosh... after exam... embarrassed to let the lecturer recognise me.. went off immediately after i handed in... asked a classmate and realize that i worth 10%!!! F***!!! how can i not break down... haiz... damn suay... n now bloody phone not working... cant even call home... worse day of my life...

2007-08-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

A Special Post to a Special Person...
Happy Birthday Jie!!!! Hope that you had lots of fun today!!! miss you lots..

*hugs & kisses*
yue

2007-07-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry that i hurt you... and cause its you, it makes it more difficult for me... someone that i'm really afraid of losing... but maybe is also cause of yr reason that made things well that i'm afraid... maybe from the start, i shouldnt have this special treat... not at all...
maybe sorry really mean nothing... nothing at all... but how else can one put across how sorry one are... i shouldnt tear... not in the position to... but i did, cause its you... things would most probably not going back to the same...
Take care...

2007-07-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Is weird... lots of things has change... things around me... the way i feel... why? not sure... i lost the excitment, the crave and instead, i gain in fear... was it a post sym?

I'm back...

2007-06-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

I'm back.... since sunday afternoon...
was expecting ah bee to fetch me, and so i called her immediately when i reach... but she told me she wasnt coming... a surprise was awaiting me... omg... was the only think that came to my mind... seriously... so shock... paul came with lilies!!! he send me back home and chatted with my mom while i took a shower, then we head off for dinner and movie... ahh... so tired....
yest... thanks to gary, the surprise to my sec gang was a wonderful sucessed...first up was joycelyn.... i hide at the back seat while she board the car... and i appear then... she cried... haa... *hugs... so happy to see u girl... then the guys... haa.. i acted as gary's gf... with his cap and jacket... haa... really shld have seen their faces... so funny... then went to qian'a place.. but... in the morning i already gave it away... =p she suspected... but still.. surprise rite.. haa... then finally my cute jie... so sorry to wake yr whole family... haa... the way you peep out of the door.. how shock you were... haa... jie... miss you guys...

一支小雨伞

2007-06-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

一支小雨伞
This song has been The song for me n kelly... we changed the lyrics and specially dedicated it to one of our very dear friend... it really interesting how our hokkian improve over time... where are we studying at? Aust? really doesnt seems like.. haa.. english still sucks but our hokkian improved so much.. so funny... we really just cant stop laughing... it has really been a wonderful wk... although with the crazy loads of mugging but the laughters really make life so much better... =)
anyway thanks ken kor and san sao for the email =) so sweet of you guys... will jiayou!!! one last paper to go... =)

2007-06-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

Ginna!!! thanks so much for the parcel... kinda surprised, didnt expect you would really send smthin... its really damn cute... but most importantly... is 悦!!! not月 la... piang... anyway how has things been for you? haven talk to you for some time lo...
ai yo... 3 more papers to go... when lots of peeps are almost done... sucks.. its really tough... hope can pull through.... i need a break... need to get away...

2007-06-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

How should i describe this...
Shocked
Happy
Touched
Sweet
Unbeliever
I requested a cake...
You got a mixer....

2007-06-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Kelly!!! hope you had fun yest... had a mini fireworks celebration!!! how cool is that.. not that we're cp or mt, but cos sg cant play!!! haa... it was really awesome... esp when that group play with their fireworks... there's one i really like... when they light it up, it seems so be a light blue/green light then the side slowly spread out with orange light which it whole, it looks like a bee, opening the wings and started flying up... how cool is that... so so cute and nice!!! really love it... =) seriously, sg shld be special occasion like say national day or cny!!! limit the amgt sold but dun restrict us playing!!! we're missing out the fun!!! =p

anw thanks kelly n julia for the oil n watever you gave me.. =p tummy really not feeling v well... =( wats wrong man...

2007-06-07T16:32:00.000+08:00

hello... haven been talking to peeps in sg... other then those that bug me even i'm damn busy!!! haha... yes you!!! ken kor!!! haha... but yes, i would still love having you bugging me... (but not now...go disturbe yr girl... ;p)
n gary kor... i must really apologize to you... i'm really busy... i really feel bad that day that i didnt look thr the whole thing u send me... hope everything is fine now.. take care k.. will talk to you soon... 2 more wks...
anyway haven been doing anything special other than rushing through assignments till late at night and wake up early to continue... other then that its studying for exams.. its really tiring... haven been sleeping enough... i seriously dont like to memorize stuff... seriously, whats the point man... i rather learn stuff that is logical and you just understand... hai...
i really wanna thank someone special who has been helping me alot alot for my studies... i really hope to do well... not to let myself down and not to disappoint you for the support you given me...
also thanks to xiao gao and ivy!!! our new frnz.. thanks guys for the help in maths... esp gao.. y is he so lazy but so damn smart!!! you are damn irritating!!! =p
once again, good luck to everyone having exam!!! jiayou!!!
finally, ern!!! wanted to call you to hear your updates... but phone dying soon... so catch up with you after exams eh... cya!!! =)

misses and kisses from S'pore

2007-05-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

Dearest girl,

You are very much missed here ya know? If not for the advance in technology today, our only form of communitcation would be writing letters to each other through snail mail. hahas. Just wanna let you know that no matter how busy and hectic life can be for you, always have faith in yourself. You know its always good to hear your voice over the phone every one in a while? lol. *Hugs

Takecare yes?
Kudos. -jos-

2007-05-27T10:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ken kor!!!! not jus a normal frnz, but a nice brother... although damn naggy and irritating at times, but always there to help although he'll always be complaining... haa... cheers to our oldest frnz in our gang!!! haa... grown up man liao le.. dun always be so nonsensical and zhi zhao "ma fan".. haa u know what i mean... anyway all the best!!! hope i'll have a san sao soon!!! have a great day ahead!!!

2007-05-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey, hows everyone? it has been a freaking busy week for me... been rushing assignment till 3-4am... and still got to wake up for morning class... bet lots of you must be going thr the same experience as i do eh... haa but the most memorable day is really on wed where julia, kaling n me camp in csit lab from 2pm to 3am... non-stop, running rest and etc... is really tedious, but i really have to say that i'm starting to love computational chemistry... its so cool and interesting... but of cos i bet i wouldn't like the theory part of it, but to but up a molecule to knowing the best configuration to predicting the transition state and animate to see how it work, its really so cool... although has been very tired, but was kind of happy... but still got piles of assignment n reports not done!!! and i'm left with only a wk to exam!!! damn.. wish me luck... and that bloody organic chem assignment is so bloody tough!!! non of us understand what the topic he wants us to write and its a 12 pages assignment!!! wth... come on... he's a prof, he cant expect so much from us!!! oh man... i'm so tired...

2007-05-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

angry....
I stare hard at the lecturer...was rather rude... but i'm seriously pissed.. i stared then turn and walk away w/o saying anything more..
if from the start, you've decided what you want, then just tell us straight, dont give us the freedom of choosing and then didnt respect our decision and just want us to follow wat you had in mind... seriously, then wats the damn pt of letting us vote? for wat? we're pissed... forgive us for not respecting, cos u didnt respect us either.
happy...
all results are finally out... just mid sem thought... but done well... first time.. may not be able to maintain thr to finals but aleast had done well once.. haa...
last thurs was our hall ball... can say that we're the only 3 asian who went... damn steady... everyone was shocked to see us and even more shock to see us at the dance floor... haa.. was actually nice and fun.. at least we tired to mix around and had fun too.. and dinner was surprisingly ediable too.. haa.. thought it may sucks.. haa..
left with ~1mth b4 final exams... but still got lots of reports in hand... didnt even manage to finish my experiment... where got time to study... damn it... stress... anyway good luck to my fellow frnz... all the best!!! mugging time!!!

2007-04-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

everything has its balance... one after another happy mmts happen and one bloody thing jus spoiled my mood...
first up... paul got double promotion!!! wohoo... haa as if its any of my business.. haa just happy for a frnz... then next up and which is also the main thing, is mummy n daddy... haa... shh... shall not be told but seriously, "Daddy, I'm so so proud of u!!!" haa its smthin that i nv expect dad will do and he did!!! he's really a great great dad and a wonderful husband... this family is just so perfect...
then... some bloody god damn ass took my tiramisu!!! Fish man! god damn it! for the money and the effort spent! bloody idoit! i'm so hungry now and fishing pissed with whoever that ass is!

2007-04-29T17:52:00.001+08:00

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2007-04-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

Awful awful awful… seriously in damn F* up mood… deep down inside, I’m crying once again… as usual… where went wrong? I thought I nailed the paper… I thought I know it all… I studied hard… done all the pass yr… but where went wrong? I finished it early… but I stayed to check… I did everything I could… but why? And of all, why this module? Why is it this that matters the most to me? Its really disappointing… this is really breaking me apart… F* man… whats the pt of working so hard… understanding it all… or maybe its just me… understanding the wrong way… whatever… don’t lecture me… no mood for that…

Cherry = Cherish

2007-04-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

cherry = cherish.. isnt it swt? its been a such a long time.... starting to miss...
recently talked to my girls, qian, lyn n stace... its really nice to know wonderful happened for yr frnz.. really happy for u girls... as for lyn n me... sama sama la.. haa... but some things just cant be helped... and u really nv know and understand... dont think, dont guess... just let be... i'm so bored...like really still the same... as sucky as ever... its really NOTHING other then studies... even my daily emails or sms seems to be in the transition period... haha... everyone getting busy? maybe... but sometimes the reason jus doesnt seems rite... cant ask for more can i... haa...

anyway yest saw a adv on volunteering work... been dying to go since poly... but had attachment then... and now, i've signed up for the camp thing... damn.. when then can i get to go man... haa...

2007-04-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

hmm... anu peeps, hows everyone's term break so far? it wasnt a nice break for me... it started off very badly... everyone was celebrating for the start, but i started with preparing my math exam during the break.. anyway it was during the easter holi... no matter how busy we are, kelly n me manage to cook a wonderful enjoyable dinner with out lovely easter eggs... haa...

as you can see how life is boring here, there's nothing much we can do but to study, do reports etc... and so... is was wat we done then...

haa... but no matter wat, its nv enough... its the term break... and so we decided to give ourself a small treat to go syd for 2 days to hv good food!!! haa... and guess wat!!! we stay in Calton crest!!! woohoo (thanks to paul)... haa and there's no single bed in that hotel, so we got each a queen size bed!!! how cool is that man.. and that guy is really damn nice and friendly.. haa.. was actually 300+ per night but guess wat.. he lowered down to a rate you can only get if u book online, 179!!! damn good la... haa... and check out the food we had... hee... (we finished everything...lol) damn nice...

2007-04-18T17:48:00.001+08:00

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

2007-04-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

恋爱ing... remember this song? I do... our very song..... a song that brings back memories... esp the day i left... *sob... wanted to take a break from studying... wanted to watch drama.. but b4 it starts, 恋爱ing was playing... memories came back.... took out the cds you guys made for me... started crying again while watching... i'm seriously v touched... i seriously miss u guys... when are we going ktv again? when are we going supper together? sentosa, steamboat and lots lots more... the fun we had... you guys are really great... *hugs...

2007-04-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

)(&*^%^%$$#!!! damn it... i'm suppose to be happy and enjoy at least for today, cos term break starts tmr!!! neighbours blasting their music and now out to club... and wth i'm doing?!! studying for wed exam!! god damn it... and got at least 7 reports to be done and one more exam on the immediate mon when sch starts.. how sucky can things be man... seriously... darn... i'm seriously damn tired now... i wan to slp!!! but i cant... arghz... jus so pissed....

2007-03-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

how to eat and loss 1/2 of yr teeth? haa... wonder... *pity but funny... no worries... going to the dentist is gd... haa... jia you!!! lol
anyway had my 2nd driving lesson today... everything went well... got 4stamps... yippie... but seriously.. haa even the instructor notice that i dun really know my road rules... lol... and seriously, my streering sucks!!! haa... but got abit bit of improve la.. haa... i'm a bad driver... haa... =p but i'll improve... haa... hopefully... oh... and suai ge saw that i'm going for my driving.. haa... he's damn cute la.. always with that shy melting smile... orrhhh... hee... jus melts me n kelly's heart away... haa why does such cute guy exist... haa...
anyway... exams next week!!! damn... gd luck to me man... seriously... stressed... and got a damn clush!!! and was pushed back to during termbreak!!! crazy!!! dunno to be happy or sad... happy that i got more time, but seriously, i would rather to finish it early so that i can jus focus on my reports and the other exam after break... darn....
Just had dinner over at BnG, cos dinner at bruce really sucks... was damn pai sei when we see so so many people over there... simon, paul, johnathan, alvin, step and another girl... but they were really nice bunch of people... but they gave me too much!!! I had like 3 servings of rice!!! all thanks to simon and alvin man... haa.. but was nice... then with the leftover, we played zong ji mi ma like we use to back in sg.. haa.. miss those days man... anyway i seriously damn suay, kanna from the start to the end lo... haa.. not everytime la.. but most of the time lo.. those guys... man.. gang up to sabo the girls lo... they even played for washing dishes... man... kelly n me kanna as well.. haa... but alvin helped me with it.. thanks =)
*back to studies....

2007-03-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

always been the little girl... at home or amg my frnz back home... even gary who is younger by mths is being called kor by me.. haa anyway, got to know a shy boy here... nick... seriously shy.. nv can u imagine till wat extreme... and how would i get to know him since he's so shy? haa.. internet... from emailing to buy stuff from me till msn... he live in bruce as well... anyway since then we chat alot online but a few sentence in person... so funny... once, i even have to help him pour drinks cos he's tooooo shy to get it... etc etc... from him calling me aunty to po to now jie... so much nicer rite.. haa everytime when i cook desserts, i would ask him along to have some... really feeling like a sis wanna take care of him.. and wat happened was that he got hooked up on prison break these few days when exams are jus next wk and that he dunno a thing!!! damn... he told me he got to study now but will watch one eps after his studies and i force him to slp after his studies instead... haa... and from wat he said was ok.. hopefully he listens.. hmm.. kinda interesting... love being dote on by my bros back home, no matter is my real kors or frnz kors... but guess, taking care of one is nice as well... not as if i really take care of him la, but... watever la... haa
*kelly... dun say i bias ah... dessert also got yr share ah... and u shld know how jia lat is him lo... everything also dunno and shy shy shy... haa =)
*gd luck to all pp having mid sem exams!!! work hard!!!
anyway thanks paul... things wont been gd if not for yr help... seriously dragon are indeed gd... haa... i seriously appriciate... thanks... and ginna!!! thanks for yr lame nonsense... take care la.. enjoy yr training in tw.. dun forget my pressie... haa...

2007-03-26T14:16:00.000+08:00

We single person appears in your life for a reason…
When bad things happened, we blame, we complain, we nag… why? Why would this happen to me? We often wonder…
But have this ever came across to you before?
When good things happened, do you ever wonder why? Do we appreciate?
Thinking abt some happy moments that happened to me… it suddenly stuck me that if it wasn’t the worse thing that I thought happened to me back then, the happy moments that I’m enjoying currently may not be happening… and I smile, thinking I really should thank, maybe even the person I used to hate so much…
Every thing that happens, it happens for a reason…. Maybe we should learn to smile even when the worse thing happen… smile…. Something else is waiting for you…
Cheers… =)

2007-03-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

*Beep Beep... hows everything? tired... having dinner with prof...etc* =)
anyway chat with hui jie yest night... told her stories, listen to her stories... and got to know more abt him and her... he tot i was older... he tot she was younger... haa wth... disspointed to know i'm youinger? haa... seriously... hang out too much with her... lol...
this afternoon went for my very first driving lesson... after a brief intro of the parts, he got me started... DRIVING!!! wahaa... seriously... haa i was like, are u kidding? haa... but off i go... throughout the whole drive, my car died twice... haa as usual, all cos of traffic light... darn... haa... other then that, everything went kinda smoothly... jus that my steering got abit of prob.. lol.. i jus can gauge how much effect on the turn of the wheel would affect the whole car... lol... its seems ok tot... jus worried that i would bang some pedestrains or crush the car.. lol

2007-03-18T08:53:00.000+08:00

Thanks xuelin!!!! love ya!!! haa... best thing in johns? their pastries... really miss them... and my fav scones... always had alot of them rite in front of me whenever they had them for dinner... now, they even have them for brunch!!! damn... aint they lucky... lucky xuelin brought over some for me... yippie... although its plain, but it really jus so nice...
went to the gym this morning... so tired now... still yet to finish my reports... sian...

2007-03-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

yest night went to "creme?" cant remember the exact name of it.. anyway its at the new canberra center... its been a long while since ern and me hang out at night to hv coffee and hv a chat... anyway had a chocolate fondue pudding... yummy... thin later of chocolate sponge cake with overfilled chocolate that ooze out the mmt you open it up... the ice cream mixes with the hot chocolate filling is jus excellent... its just the perfect match... lol...
anyway whole day been hanging out in the com lab to do my reports... darn... can i really finish 3 today? tired... really sleepy... didnt hv the time to get my red bull and coffee.... assignment, then exams!!! damn... where to find the time man...

2007-03-16T05:53:00.000+08:00

morning...
had dinner with paul H yest night... was so afraid that there would be awkward silents etc... but everything went great! he was really very entertainting and nice... he planned a surprise dinner for me and even asked his frnz to made bookings before he's back... and yap... the most popular place in canberra... Manuka, an italian resturant... their cocktail was really good... you can't taste the alcohol at all but you can feel the effect after that... and it really taste great.. entree was this toasted bread thing with tomatos, the one we had back in sg for my farewell as well... dunno wat isit actually called... was nice as well.... main... too much meat... only manage to finish half of it... (dun really like that) =p then had mint ice cream and they served some chocolates as well.. but was too full by then... we set there for very long with all our stories and stuff... he was really funny when he had so much facial expression when he talks... oh ya and guess wat... he bakes cheesecakes!!! damn... got to learn from him some day...
anyway he brought me up blackmountain to see the night lights of canberra... it really look so big and nice... and he's good in identifying the places.. damn... i cant recognise a thing... cos all looks the same with the same orange lights... lol...
next time when he's back, we'll be going boathouse!!! damn... hope he remember this.. lol... that is a must go place man... its really lovely... the lake is really breathtaking....
oh.. and there's a beach down south... we shld pop by there some day... thats where felicity used to hang out every wkend i guess... =p heard from paulthat the night is really beautiful... there's no lights around and thus, the stars would be very dazzling..... lets rent a car and head down man....

2007-03-14T05:57:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!! haa... just had my breakfast... guess wat happened... lol... went to clear my plate, a guy came, standing beside me... i didnt turn to see who it was and jus walked away when i'm done, then thr the dining hall, i pushes the door hard so that it remains open for the guy who following behind... still dunno who it was.. then till the door to our rms, i held open for the guy to reach, i lifted up my head and ahhhh!!!! damn!!! its my suai ge!!!! omg!!! he looked at me and said thanks with his wonderful, heart-melting smile... yippie!!! so happy!!! haa... he is jus so cute... woopie...

2007-03-12T08:38:00.000+08:00

1hr break for a long day... slaggging away my time... have my usual 2scoops of coffee this morning but seems like i'm getting numb to it already... damn sleepy during my 1st lec... but yet to slp thr like i used to last yr.. haa... all assignments, reports are starting... need to start my night life or working and exams are jus around the corner... shld i stock up abit of red bull or jus stay with my coffee? haa.. getting sick of it.. or rather sick or everything.. even dinner in bruce now sucks... really cant stand the food now.. dunno why.. wasnt that picky b4, but now the mmt i see the food, i cant help but feel sick...*puke
but.. kelly n me had a few nice dinner in own v own room.. haa... steamboat (awsome soup man.. gd job! lol =p), jus rice and veg and yest made fu zu yi mi.. yummy.. haa... need more proper food man...
last sat, its skyfire once again... the celebration of the end of summer... it was really nice... really a romantic event to be with someone special... haa... even jus with frnz... went there with kelly and the BnG gang... damn funny gp... really enjoy their company.. haa.. esp alvin, the crappy ah bang of the gp... he really let u feel like home with all his hokkian... lol...
anyway the upcoming events... hmm going out for dinner with paul.H... haa how cool... then starting my v first driving lesson this 20th... scary... haa... wat else... maybe going gold coast with frnz during term break... but yet to let mom know.. haa... and going central aust for camping this june!!! yippie... can wait... but all fun has to wait till all the suffers are over.... darn... i'm tired... miss hanging out late at night...
ok.. time for class... bye...

2007-02-28T07:25:00.000+08:00

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Hail storm!!! How cool is that...
we were really lucky... kelly n me went to bozo and study... luckily i did not manage to contact rus, if not we may hv stayed longer... and be trapped... came back jus in time... after shower etc, it started pouring... nick was nice... saw him online and he tot we were still outside and wanted to fetch us back... anyway back to my main point... it was crazy... the droplets on the ceiling was v v loud... it started to get scary... as if the ceiling was going to crush... wanted to go out and check it out but too late... it stop after abt 1/2hr? Not sure how long.. haa... anyway wat an experience... damn cool... haa...
damn... internet disconnected, fire alarm... haa... nuts... a night of drama... when isit ending?
haa... went to check it out... so nice... like huge crystals on the floor... haa v v nice... and super cool.. haa.. started throwing ice at kelly n nick... haa... reminds me of the ski and japan trip... haa.. fun...

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no classes for the whole sch… city flooded… darn… full day today, now cancelled… its not a gd sign… make up lesson etc.. bound to die… somemore got prac… darn… whatever… no choice…

2007-02-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

its been quite some time since the last update.. there's a few incident that i wanted to blog but nv had the time nor mood to write it down.. my farewell from my boss, HK trip, valentine day, 160207 steamboat etc... but its already the pass, now i'm back to canberra, hv to get use to the life back here and no more fun that i had during the holidays already...
reach canberra on the very first day of chinese new yr.. how sad is that.. and started studying the very next day when frnz and family are having fun in sg... darn... i miss home... so far has been working hard since back here... been doing revision everyday after classes... maybe is the environment or frnz in this new hostel.. everyone has been very hardworking... studying everyday... anyway we had or commencement dinner last wed... sad to say, we were quite alone during the dinner... shld hv came back earlier... shldnt hv miss the orientation... everyone got their gp of frnz, so diff to mix around... anyway the talk during the dinner was gd... was really interesting but it got really draggy then.. haa... but kinda enjoyed it.. after dinner, we made a few more new frnz and when up to the common room... guess wat... saw my cute guy... he is really dashing... a girl wanted to company me to talk to him but i rejected... shy.. but after that tot shld jus go make more frnz but lost the chance... pp came to make some announcement etc.. watever... haa too bad.. kelly n me went crazy that night... cos of the wine? haa cant be.. jus a glass... but we had quite a fun and crazy time tot... anyway i sold my harddisk!!! yippie.. haa
ok.. seriously, nothing much... the rest of the wk is jus study, revision etc... boring... i really jus miss home, family, frnz... *hugs... can i go home??? hai

2007-01-30T15:12:00.000+08:00

Took leave last fri, intended to go wakeboarding with joshua... but early in the morning, the weather sucks... it started to rain, however it starts to get better during noon, but he felt the weather sucks and decided not to go... wa liao... i took leave already lo... luckly shao liang was nice enough to keep me company but not boarding... but, i had great fun!!! i learn so so much that day... manage to stand and board for a long long dist and control the direction to where i wan to go... damn fun damn nice... must really go again b4 i get back.. haa the instructor is great but no place to bath... sucks... keke went to his place to bath and have my dinner... damn pai sei la.. haa
that night was jays's slumber party at lyn's place.... chit chat and painted our nails... haa... red sucks.. haa... too bright for me... next morning, we headed off to sentosa... damn shiok rite.. haa didnt go hm at all... party party... too bad the weather sucks.. didnt get to sun tan... went swimming, volley etc... wat a wkend... seriously, thats life... haa =p
last wk of work... totally not in the mood... haa... boss too busy with her report and hence, slagging time for me... haa... its been a super long time since i swim in a publlic pool... went there with hui jie and another frnz... too too crowded... and now... after all the activities, damn.. body is aching... haa... think gotta join more sports when bk in canberra... party time... haa =p

2007-01-19T15:23:00.000+08:00

was in cloud 9... no words could decribe... madness... its seriously like that dream that u dred to wake up... but everything jus went abs wrongly after u woke up frm it... *bang... i was shot right thr... a biggest joke ever... instead of puzzle back into pieces, things got even shitter when my god damn phone jus hang w/o reason and remain as it is since... no matter wat u do, it jus wont work... dun u feel like the whole thing is like winning si san yao? where pp often say, once u win that, u'll lost continously since then... totally lost my mood... no mood to work, shop, play.. etc... life sucks...

2007-01-17T17:12:00.000+08:00

bits of highlights for the day... settling up some reaction early in the morning... a new reaction that we search for online and decided to follow it... boss reduces the scale to 10 time smaller and replaces the glass stopper with plastic stopper... isit coincident? maybe... and was suppose to add a solution straight to the powder, but instead she suggested to use a dropping funnel... woopie.. a drop or 2... smokin... lol... finally all gets in and goes well... then u're suppose to heat it up and pop! out came the stopper.. man... our heart stop for the mmt and the whole mixture starts bubbling vigrously... eeekkk... pulling it out frm the oil bath n let it cool... man... boss prays not to touch this reaction again... haa...

2007-01-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

finally... the last day of our free trial at true yoga... had two dance class today... one is more like st dancing then followed by jazz... love it... haa.. although i sucks but still, it was damn fun... we went there almost everyday...certainly will miss that place... haa... but pls dun join their member... damn ex la.. other clubs cheaper... =p
anyway, was looking thr some photos... those that were taken during my 1st sem in canberra... seriously esp those taken with balinda... miss those days man... n those taken in the com lab... darn... time really flies... a new sem is approaching soon... pray things would only get better... hope i'll learn to enjoy n hv some fun other than stress n some other nonsence...
from this, jus remembered that i promise a frnz or 2 that i'll publish a post a mth back, but i yet to... not sure if u remember, i was in a super bitch mode then, now, not so already... the flames has soften... haa... but think i shld.. a least abit =p... here goes... seriously, i cant stand a single bit of u... totally fake... pretentious... every single bit of u jus lights me up... the flame jus burns within... i held it down... u once stabbed me... fake my frnz... act series n series of show... oh come on... spare me with yr crap.... it has been screaming inside me... really wanted to give it to u if only i could... but i know i wouldnt... anyway its over... it would be...

2007-01-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

research work... nv a proper procedure... nv a one way route... getting more n more busy... today first time supervised by Ian... wooo... he's v gd in explaining details n make sure u learn... and seriously damn cute la!!! haa... yippie... n hope that Paul will still remember to contact me when he gets back to canberra... haa.. a treat to an italian resturant... haa... if only we keep in touch then...
anyway today after work, went to True Yoga for the free trial thingy... damn nice place, with super lots of new interesting equipment... kelly n me tried their Fusion class, damn funny la.. like indian dance... haa but seriouly damn fun... then followed by yoga... that instrustor keep disturbing me... but over all was v nice n gd... too bad we miss the other dance class... love to try it out... tmr heading back again... yeah... haa oh ya, n their shower foam smells damn nice... =p must try it out!!!!

2007-01-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

Happy new yr!!!
jus wanna say special thanks to someone....
xie xie ni.... ni zhen de ba wo cong hui le... ru guo you yi tian, ni bu neng zai zhe yang de cong wo, wo ke zhen de hui hen xiang nian.... ni you nu peng you de na yi tian, ye jiu shi yi qian zong zhi de shi hou... dan bu guan ze me yang, wo zhen de hen gan ji ni, ni dui wo zhuo de yi qie...
thanks....

2006-12-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

2 tiramisu, 2 brownie n 9 small stawberry shortcakes... hee... wasnt v gd, but learn a few more stuff while doing... satisfaction... haa... need to practise more... be my tester? =p tell me wat u would love to hv, wat u dont like, wat u like etc? i'll try to change... but really got to study up more to improve... cant jus change as i wish... hai... still a long long way to go...

anyway, its new yr eve tmr!!! any plans? no matter wat it is, jus wanna wish everyone hv a great countdown n a v happy new yr!!! love u peeps

2006-12-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

woopie.. christmas is over.. v fast huh.. been talking abt it and nv did u realise that it jus gone w/o u knowing...
that early afternoon, was walking around PS alone to look for pressie and games till finally gary arrive to company me... hee.. walk for abt 2.5hrs b4 we settled everything and met up with vin n gf and head to the hotel... was much smaller then wat we expected.. but it doesnt matter... its the pp that matters n as long as it can accom all... haa
then we had dinner at baker's inn... yippie... the food was rather gd... my first meal of the day tot, so didnt manage to finish all... after dinner, was play time!!! haa... started off with twister... then drinking games... etc
i was the first to get drunk... yeaks man... puke every single thing u can hv inside man... haa... but i was back!!! dead by chivas but voka was rather ok... with the help of josh and mainly my lao gong... haa.. thanks... tot he was so steady, then end up getting so damn dead drunk... piang... kor kor also... so damn funny la... and joyce... messy... kinda swt, sad, mixed feelings... stace, gary, xzr and me stay up...
and of cos, on the actual day, was dead in bed... haa... but woke up and head off to geylang for my fav tian ji zhou!!! yippie... and the crab is damn damn nice la... yummy...
took leave on mon... nua in bed the whole morning then watch dvd with kor... then met up with ern, rus n balinda for dinner... then josh for movie... the curse of the golden flower!!! so damn grand.... but the storyline was kinda expected... oh ya, and the cinema is damn big n comfy la... haa... (vivo)... haa... shiok ah... =p
thats all the fun... damn... now down with flu... damn sick la... arrrgh.... even boss beg me to go home early n not work... haa... do i look that bad? l0l... crap..

2006-12-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

Been super busy with work, but was a gd working experience.. manage to learn more stuff and able to discuss with boss and give suggestions... this feeling is damn gd, damn cool... yeah... long wkend but going back to work... kinda regret starting work this holiday... if not, shld hv plenty of time for "fun" and can learn my canon in d...
yest evening while waiting for frnz, went to look for kairen at suntect... haa still no change... chat for some time b4 someone came over to ask him to entertain some supid customer and i had no choice but to leave... then ken came with the nice soft toys in hand... but no mine!!! haa... then met up with a frnz, had my fav curry soft shell crab again at thai express... oh, and the waiteress spilled some food on my jeans!!! damn it... and he still can happily laugh and say its retribution... wth.... then later on, got hair on the plate, but luckily not in the fd... lucky this time he is nice to swop the hot one with me... then had hrs in btw b4 the movie, wanted to go esplanade to see the outdoor performance, but it was raining, so we head back and had ice cream at a jap resturant... pretty nice, then shop around then head to esplanade again, but manage to catch the ending of the band only... anyway, night at the museum was pretty funny.... laughing our heads off... so tired... dead after getting hm... Zzzz been such a long time since i hang out late man...

2006-12-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

woopie... took leave today... boss wont be around for 4 days... nothing much to do, other than finishing up the reaction over the wkends... early in the morning, went to marina to hv breakfast with mummy then change my jeans and the head off to hv a hair cut... Ooo... nice place with a cute hairstylist... haa... pretty funny one too... keep on crapping... haa... but.... damn ex man... n.... damn it... i'm jus not use to this damn hairstyle sia... die la... sure got lots of irritating comments again... guys, pls spare my ears... seriously, i dun bother n dun wanna know wat u think of it... haa.. =p and then when on the way back, on the bus, i was standing behind a lady sitting with her kid... he saw me looking at his mom knitting and he took out his own handycraft thing to show off... haa... kinda cute... then i sat at a few seats behind them, whe he alight, he turn and wave to me... haa... so cute la... hee... remind me of a little girl that was staying around qian's area... she keep on waving to me as well till she was pulled into the lift... haa... Ooooo... love the kids... so cute... =p
anyway, yest got in contact with ugi again... meeting up soon... too bad, miss the performance, if got chance, i really hope to see u perform!!!... haa... shld be damn fun...
oh... to a frnz... not to be named... not sure if u wan to be known... anyway, jus wanna say, dun be sad k... cheer up... getting to know some stuff may not be bad, at least u know wats yr decision, u know how to react n feel to the person.... so its a gd thing! at least u dun hv wonder how to feel or react anymore! time to move on! *hugs...

2006-12-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

whoopie... made strawberry shortcake today... got to know more abt making cake, function etc... think the most diff part of it is to spread the cream... really need lots of practise... hee... but was ok for a first one... and... really need to do it in aircon room man... if not the cream jus melts to fast... really thanks to xiao yun n star.... my shifus... haa... they are really great...

anyway, went to watch corrinne may's concert yest... wow wow... damn nice... v wonderful voice... was a v different experience as compared to the other concerts that i went... oh ya... and the 2 crazy lao pos... haa... always appear as hei bai wo cang ever since poly... haa... that time was only clothes, but now, upgrade to even nails... haa... cool rite... lol =p

2006-12-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

hey babe, I'm glad that you had spent some quality time with you mom over the weekend. We're all so happy that you're back with us. And I guess we can't wait to start our bear making. Exams are coming,I'll still try to put aside a night to do the bear. The stayover we're gonna have reminds me of the one we had over at your place last time. This time JAYS could get into our bathing suit, dive into the pool and then head for suana, once again? Either my place or urs. *ahem, living room ah. my room too small, though it might sound cozy for the 4 of us.

So Christmas is coming! Jingle bells, jingle bells, Jingle all the way!!! =D
I miss group gatherings & is really looking forward for this party, (though my paper is a day after) =P alrightie, we had betta arrange for a meet up to finalise on xmas party details and also bear making.

Love,
jos

2006-12-11T08:43:00.000+08:00

Good morning!!! had a great wkend?? been company mom the whole wkend... was suppose to met up with balinda n rus, but didnt know the temple activity was the whole day n thus hv to cancel the appt with them... but then, end up we didnt stay for the whole event.. lol.. end up we went vivo city for a walk... went thai express for lunch!!! damn nice... must try the curry soft shell crab n rice!!! yummy... love it.. will sure go for more... haa... didnt buy much stuff, jus food n my baking stuff for this sun... hee then watch the golden horse award!! omg... takeshi, the boy who acted in fu zhi and guo pin yuan? this so... lol.. they are jus so gd looking... lol... cant take my eyes off them man... hee woke up early on sunday, company mom to the market, then afternoon, went for a swim... yippie.. another 50... =) at night after work can only swim 20.. find it kinda dark n scary.. lol.. stupid rite.. haa... then we watch hong xing da jiang!!! yeah!!! huang jun xiong!!! damn cute la... and my guo pin yuan also got come!!! hee... nice nice... been such a long time since i spend precious time with mummy... slagging and being crazy with her.. haa... wonderful wkend...

2006-12-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

wonderful day... lol... Paul.H talk to me... weee... hee he is jus so damn attractive.. *drool... lol... seriouly, those eyes... haa and Ian that is in my lab, he is also damn cute... trying hard with his singlish... haa... looks cute and is damn cute.. the way he speaks is jua so entertaining and funny.. haa ang mo... candy for the eyes... lol... anyway met up with stace and had a nice chat... and saw another cute ang mo... haa esp his tan... ooooOO... haa and guess wat, saw my poly frnz, shan, she's doing balloon sculpturing.... so nice.. and she even made olive (dunno if its spelled this way), and she made a flower for me... hee... so swt...

2006-12-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

1.201106.. Japan family trip to Hokkaido... finally the first time to see n fell falling snow!!! yippie... damn nice.. and if u see closely, its really in the shape of snow flakes... damn damn nice la... hee... me n kor kors, had snow fight and our v first ugly snow man... lol...

nothing much to shop, nothing much to see, but was a wonderful, relaxing trip with family... and first time see daddy laugh like a kid while playing heartattack... damn funny... dunno when will we go again...
2.301106... met up with gary... chat abt life... one word, envy... if only i had the guts, i would have been a step closer to my dreams... i know wat i wan and even had plans, but, there are prob that i really dunno wat to do... hai... lost...
3.051206... bought the fur for the bear... the most expensive one we ever got... too bad the previous shop closed down... it would hv been much cheaper i guess... hai... hope this bear would turn out gd... our v first yearly bear... $129 shared with lyn... haa... crazy? but guess would be worth it bah... since wanna do, shld do the best...
4.061206... contacted piao... haa... still as crazy... nothing else to say but the same stuff n even got upset n ending off with, till u wanna give me spring then u contact me again... lol.. wth... haa... but then later on, called again... haa... its been yrs since i know him... but seriously, i dun think i understand him man... haa... but hey... another one that i envy... u know his results sucks a big time rite.. studied till sec 5 only and now got gd already n part time degree... hai... and even got promoted sia... haa.. think we you yan bu si tai san ah... haa... seriously, study so hard for wat sia... really.. may not earn as much la.. hai.. irritating... envy envy envy...
one last thing.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY!!!! =)

2006-11-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

nice nice... thanks guys... thanks for the support... lol... face to face wishes, calls frm stacey, lyn etc or msg frm gin na, rus n my cute bro(he claims) haa.... so nice of u guys!!! going to work hard for the last one... too bad mid sem fail... hope can do well enough to pull up real lots...
die die die... feeling so damn guilty... promise to call kelly when she's in syd but was studying till i forgot... kinda late... by the time i called, she switch off her mobile already.... die... hope she's fine n safe back... *pray... sorry girl... really pai sei...
guys... 2 more days... yipppie... hee cant wait cant wait

2006-11-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

seriously stop stepping into my area! cant u jus see and feel that i dun like u any single bit?! not at all!!! damn... get out of my damn life man.. its so damn irritating to fake... i cant do it as gd as u do... so jus leave me alone!shoo... argh... dying to rip u into pieces man....
last paper... jus so tired... Zzzz

2006-11-11T08:40:00.000+08:00

Records....
1. 091106 night: cant sleep at all... jus finished my 1st paper... was ok, but the 2nd paper jus stressed me out... keep on thinking abt the paper tmr and it took me hrs to finally fall asleep.. but, in my dreams, i was asking this person, stuff abt my exam as well... damn... too scare till i woke up... went flipping thr my notes for awhile but guess i shld go back to slp... then... i dream that i was learning cooking... lol
2. 101106 morning: went for my 2nd exam paper... everything goes well.. i know almost all except one small part... after finishing all, i spend all my time thinking abt that qns... end up jus anyhow write some ans... then after exams, was talking to kaling abt it then realise that jus hv to choose 3qns out of 4!!! damn... really upset... wasted my time to think, no time to check, and most imptly, maybe my marks!!! the one i know may be slash off if that is not the last option... pray... i hope it is... hai... and eugene is heading back to SG!!! *envy spend the afternoon packing up abit of my room, wash laundary, wash my lab coat... etc...
3. 101106 night: guess i'm having sorethroat soon... not feeling too gd... anyway went to BOZO continue mugging... and was talking to ugi online and told me he dreamt of me few days back.. lol.. wth... anyway, wheni got back, i took medi from ern to let me slp well... haa... one dunno wat with one panadol... *pop... its jus few mins that i felt super awful... feel like puking and head spinning terribly... wanted to dl GA but guess i got to slp 1st... and within min, i'm dead asleep... OOoooo nice rest... if only every night i could slp like that... haa... =p
4. 111106 night (head spinning): had prata!!! oooo... my fav... yummy.. keke.. love it... anyway, so swt... stacey called... thanks jie... its really nice of u... then followed my mummy!!! keke... love u mummy... haa... everytime jus cant stop crapping.. aint she cute... haa... mugging away... althought its tough, but i cant give up... will still do my best!!! jia you!!! =)

2006-11-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

seriously... am i crazy or wat... so embarrassing... gosh... almost.. almost... lucky only xuelin who set beside me realised... damn stress up once again... jus before dinner time i went gaga reading my damn notes... then trying to do qns... but i jus get it... i cant understand... i really jus wish there's jus one, jus one person i can turn to, to help me, to explain to me... to study together... damn damn damn... this is so damn tough... hai... so wat if i break down... thing remains the same... no diff... but its jus so diff to hold... but dinning hall.. damn... nuts not to hold back... haa... fighting and trying to laugh it off... hai.. listening to music to cool off first... *mummy!!! i wan to go home!!! haa... can i jus be a kid... can i not go thr all these.... blehz... damn sian... arghz... hee... =p

Seriously

2006-11-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

seriously... how unlucky can i get... everything jus isnt right this sem... damn... argh!!! *#aoisudoijnd!!! pissed... all the work, "xiao ren", then broke my card, then today... lost my god damn card... wth!!! seriously...

2006-11-01T18:03:00.000+08:00

woopi.... i bought a bag online this morning... haa.. and thanks gary for helping me... but needed more help from u but u're not u online... keke... =p treat it as a bday pressie from er gu... lol... still got my ang bao money with me (sl, u better stop saying i waste money... i know u too well, but come on... ou er yap cong yi cong zhi ji... keke)
sian ah... getting super super extremely sick of the food... pasta... mon, nacho... like wth!!! thats not for a meal!!! damn... making me puke... 3 more wks... everyone left 2 more wks... sian... wonder if i really would hv to mood to move on when everyone is done with it... hai... damn the assignment... till now still cant get it over...
oh ya... hear from my frnz... ugi... my bro's proposal would be on next wk's say i do prog!!! help me record!!! pls pls pls... thanks... hee...

2006-10-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

my dear friends.... jus to show u how life is seriously boring here in ANU... been mugging n mugging... and when u're bored, u jus do stupid stuff... a letter wrote using my com by a frnz mugging with with me.... =p

Dear Amelia,

It is already 1227am now and I am very tired. Please hurry and finish up whatever you are teaching Kelly so that we can head back to Johns and I can ong ong. I ong ong very early one leh, now it’s already 1229, by the time we get back, still must bathe and wash up, then what time can ong ong? If ong ong very late, tomorrow also wake up very late, then your biological clock is so screwed up then how to study?? Exams coming leh, so must ong ong on time, wake up on time.

Ok, onto the topic of ong ong, it has been shown that the correlation between people who ong ong early and the people who do well in exams is very high. Therefore, it is impossible that why I shouldn’t do well for my papers since I always ong ong so early. By right, I should do well for my exams right?! Oh wells, all these talk about ong ong is making me really sleepy. Stop drawing those silly little octagons with Kelly, it’s nonsensical and just proves that people like you who study Chemistry only have octagons in your life. So uninteresting. Look at Eugene, he is trying his very best to cram BUSN1002 into his head now.

ARE YOU DONE ALREADY??!!??! Let me tell you a story of a person. There once was this Japanese man who came to Australia and decided to do his PhD at the Australian National University. Upon completion of his PhD, he went on to torment the life of students by deviously coming up with horrid, tough, beyond reasonable doubt difficulty economics and finance questions, affectionately called EMET1001. It is hellish just trying to study. Having to grapple with very intricate techniques in advanced mathematics, we still have to apply very disgusting economic skills to interpret those figures. It is very vexing and irritating since we now have two variables to deal with. Mathematics and economics. Now now, isn’t that tough?! His name is Dr. Akihito Asano. If you do see him on the streets, please don’t hajimemashite him, go bakero him instead. Yes I know that most Japanese are nice and cordial people, and I am not saying that he isn’t nice. He is actually, pretty alright, just that he derives pleasure from outwitting, outsmarting his students.

And now, you just took my pencil case and went on to solve more insanely crazy don’t know what mathematics problem with Miss Bruce.

And now, you are back! AT LAST!

2006-10-27T10:04:00.000+08:00

1.Counting down... once it starts, its going to end real soon... really got to stay focus and work hard... haven been doing well this sem...
2.mummy called me yest night!!! so happy... haa... v v long nv talk to her already... concern n abit of encouragement from her is jus so wonderful... haa...
3.Only for awhile and left... cool! i did it again... haa... remember those times when i push those away during exams period... haa... although now diff, haa... but jus so similar... jus reminds me of it... how time flies... it already abt 1.5yrs.. scary ah... haven been so long... tiring eh... *chukles... wat to do.. times are jus diff now... shall see how long this could last...
4. Seriously... cant wait for our Christmas Party!!! =p

Waiting for you~

2006-10-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hi Girl~~ It's almost time for us to be reunited again! Sorry.. have not been visiting and posting again... haa.. realised i always post and then MIA for long time before i post again.

Can't wait for you to be back and then we shall all do something together!! Hehehe =D
Be prepared ok.. make yourself pretty pretty and slim slim ya.. must hit the gym more often! Oops, am i revealing too much? Heh.

Anywayz, we really miss ya... without you, it really feels as though something is missing.

Luv ya girl, take care and remember we're waiting for you~~~

2006-10-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

wah... yest night i got to know frm sze qin that my boss came back is for her wedding!!! congrets!!! haa... then guess what!!! today in uni, i met CC!!! my big boss... haa... chat for awhile... dunno why, althought wasnt close to her, it jus made me so happy... haa... maybe jus the feeling in sg or the idea of me going back to work soon!!! haa... yippie... siao rite... but seriously... able to work with winnie again and can see hui jie everyday... *giggle... happy happy...
anyway ken kor... (quote from vin)yr dream will come true soon... haa... soon, we 3 will be chatting!!! can hear u nigam geng lo... haa....

2006-10-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

good afternoon!!! haa... yest really cry alot.. that show is jus jus wonderful... its a real life story... its really sad... is really nice... "yi shen de yan lei", a jap show... check it out if u hv the time... its really one of the best...
anyway.. was talking to a frnz... he mention abt the recent post, he dun understand n i didnt wan to explain n he said then i shldnt blog... didnt know wat to say at first... brain abit slow la.. haa.. anyway, here's my reply to u...
blogging to me is jus to write wat i wan n wat i feel then... i dun hv to explain to anyone wat i'm trying to say, cos to me, blog is a place for me to let me feelings go... there's no need for anyone to understand... most imptly, i understand and i feel gd after writing... i'm sorry for not sharing wat isit abt when u ask, but i felt that something are jus meant to be kept and left it alone... someday it may surface, but till then i shall jus leave it aside... i dun keep one feeling for long, esp if i'm sad, after a mmt i'll jus forget abt it.. thus at the mmt of sadness, i wrote it out n after that, i dun wish to bring it up, cos i jus wan to forget abt it n move on... watever pp would think, running away, nonsence, weird etc? i dun care... at least i feel much happier this way... =)
But watever it is, thanks for asking... after exams... or when in sg... maybe, maybe i would let u know then...

2006-10-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

a picture has fallen apart... looks like jigsaw puzzle now... it needs to be picked up and paste it all back again, but it seems to hv broken into smaller pieces... it need time, patience n effort... but if u're not one who has the flare for that puzzle thing, wat would u do? walk away? i guess... wat a loser rite... i know... that shldnt be the case... shld jus face it and make sure u solve it! rite! blah blah blah... u know it... saying is easier to be done... jus hold on to it for now.. till u've a peaceful mind, with no more other worries, that shld work.. shld be able to do up the puzzle again...

2006-10-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

heelo... as my dear frnz... haa u guys shld know that this sem sucks and not much activities for me due to the sch work etc etc... and alot of things has happened, moody etc... but recently, this pass 2 wks was a great one... but wait... b4 i get into that, i must thanks kelly first... if not sure kanna suan siao again... haa... but really la girl.. u shld know better... i meantion only Jgu cos is a third person... u get wat i mean? haa... i bet u know la... better dun so di siao la... haa... and really thanks so much for the dinner... was really gd, v nice.. and the ginger tea... wah.. was having gastric or watever it is for 2 days n was v pain... finally after the drink, weee... so much better... haa... thanks... okie okie... anyway, also wanna thanks jgu for company me these few late nights... some are on purpose, some i'm not sure... but still... lucky for those late night company that i could stay up and not so sian as well... =) hai.. jus hope u'll solve watever is troubling u and smile.... cheer up... and to everyone, exams are coming!!! jia you!!! gd luck!!! even peeps in sg... work hard wo!!! see u guys real soon...
okie... been telling u guys i got to know a few new friends rite... here's the photo.. =)

oh ya... anyway... thanks felicity!!! my boss so nice... hee.. propose job etc for me and even send me her project even b4 i was confirm by the hr... haa... yippie... and today i got the email from HR that i was invited for the attachment with them.. nice hor... hee.. can work with hui jie n winnie again lo!!! miss them... haa...

2006-10-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to JOYCELYN!!! and olivia, trina, jiarong and anuty... haa... didnt realise i know so many people are 17oct baby... haa... nice nice... lyn, so sorry yest cant talk for long yest... cos wasnt my card... anyway love u lots lots... hope u hv a wonderful day....